Happy Birthday

Here goes,

the final one !

Wishing you all the Success and Happiness in the world.

All the joys, love and care yew deserve.

I love yew till the end.

You will make your parents proud one day and am sure about that.

Love yourself and love people who love yew.

Love life and live it :)

I'll always be there with yew, holding yew, helping yew to stand back whenever yew take a fall.

Love ya

♥♥




Happy Birthday Baby !

I am proud :D

Yew know, now ii am proud of myself :D

ii can see people being happy for you and for the fact that we such good friends :D

yeyyyyyyy

♥

see this ?



ii TOTALLY love it ..

and ii love yew

MuaaaaaaaaH

Yew love me the way ii am ~

I have been wondering about it. like a LOT !

Every person has flaws and ii, out of all, is like made of flaws.
I am a bad person. I hurt many people and ii take my friends for granted at time.
I am rude, arrogant, egoistic and ii definitely have a HUGE attitude problem.
And all of this, ii say, on the basis of what ii've heard from my friends and everyone around.

Now ii know you wanna kill me after reading it. I know it doesn't matter what people say but when so many and many say the same thing, one is bound to think about it.
And so do ii.

But its not what ii wanna tell yew right now, not how bad of a person ii am, but ii wanna THANK YEW for loving me despite of all these flaws.

Yew are one person ii know who never tried to change me and love me the way ii am.
To yew, ii never had to pretend to be someone else, just to please yew.
I had the privilege to be ME ..

and ii TOTALLY love yew for that.

muaaaaaaaaaH

>.D.<

I won't ever be able to thank you enough for what yew did for me .!

♥

Disappointment.

Yew know, am little disappointed.
By my performance and my laziness.
I wanted this to be better, much much better .. but ii was too lazy for past months :(

and now, ii can't spend much time on it because of my exams.
:(

but thanks to Parth, he's trying to help me :)

:D

♥

See, your the only person to whom ii don't mind expressing my love ..

rest everyone, takes me for granted :(
yew know the stories ..
never mind :/

>.D.<

Howdy

:D
ii am soooo happy today !
ii mean, after being irritated yesterday .. ii am happy

and ii totally love yaaaaaaaaaaaaa

:D
muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH

♥

ey

ey ^_^

see this ?


yew made this collage of ours :D
that locket thingy .. ii wanted to do that but yew were quicker :P
ii totally loved the collage .. and esp our delhi piks ..

ii had always wanted to have a locket like that .. like the other half ii can give to someone .. ii was like sooooo happy when ii found that :D

Lol !

I Love You :)

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH

typing side by side

hey :)

am talking to Shaorya .. and trying to convince him to write one birthday wish now ..! Jeez, how difficult can guys be :P

ii thought while am chatting, i'll type since ii aint doing anything else ..
and am still sick .. this fever aint leaving me :(

okay .. ii thought of putting up the piks of your letters .. that yew asked meh to throw after reading .. which o'course ii didnt :P
they are in my album :D
ii haven't read them in a long time .. ii know if ii read them, i'll cry !

omg .. your first letter .. it was soooo cute
ii loved the way yew thought a letter could clear the misunderstandings b/w us .. which indeed it did !
ii also loved the fact that yew came till Vishnu's house to hand it over to meh because yew didnt trust bhai enuf to leave it with him .. lol that was soo clever of yew :P

and those misunderstandings and stupid fights ..pata hai, ii can't remember a single time we fought after that .. that was the only time when we didn't talk to each other .. mostly me ii guess !

Oh jeez .. Nehaaaaa
ii wish ii could tell yew in a better way how much yew mean to me and what all ii have got because yew were always there with me ..
ii mean, all that ii have been through, all that yew have been through .. ii am GLAD that we both were there for each other ..
God only knows how would ii have handled myself if yew were not there ..
ii took so many falls .. and yew helped me get up to my feet ..
it was you who listened to me when noone else even cared about what was happening in my life ..
its you who has known me more than a good listener ..
and that thing yew wrote, 'you would die laughing is someone said ii am a quiet person' .. only YOU can do that because its only you ii love speaking to ..

I wish ii could do anything better and bigger than this to make yew feel special ..
because you are SPECIAL !

You deserve to smile .. yew deserve love ..

and ii truly LOVE you

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH

First Testimonial yew wrote to me

First testimonial yew wrote to me .. which btw made me cry :(
Luv ya



RASHI! RASHI! RASHI! kya bolu...kuch zyada hi sochna padega if i want to describe u and explain things! koi samjhega hi nahi ki main kis baare mein baatein kar rahi hoon...except for u! good thing! phewwww.....lol
okay so she's everything you want her to be. 1st thing 1st. she's very mature for her age, infact, i don't think ki even im that mature enough...lol!
we're known each other for 4 years now! 2 years, in delhi! and then the rest of the years through emails....very long ones from us!...the person i miss most from delhi....she just wasn't a good friend, but also like a little sister to me!!!! we share our most inner, darkest secrets with each other(no, we can't share these with ne1 else...sorry peeps!). we are like one soul two bodies! so sad i couldn't be there for her for the past 2 years, and present, during her rough times :( sorry rashi!! but, our long emails kept us intact and touch with each other!!!!!
couldn't finish in the last one...so here's the continuum...
our friendship grows everyday, every hour, every minute, every second, and i definitely know(hopefully) that it will keep blossoming like this!
peeps, don't take a panga with her, okie! ye ladki kuch suna degi toh fir baad mein bolti band(stop) ho jaayegi!. and yes her weaknesses...well, never mind that! can't tell that, otherwise every1 (at least some people for sure) will take advanage of it..so, yea, sorry! luv ya rashi!
and now come to talk about her inteliigence....well, im jealous! bas samajh jao sabhi ki how smart she is...i think she has issac newton or einsetin's blood running in her brain....lol!
and her beauty. ab kya bolu uske baare mein, kitne ladke fida hain is ladki pe, count karte karte saalo guzar jaayenge! heyyyyyyyyy raam! inte toh mere sir mein baal nahi honge lol...okay! kuch zyada hi badai kar rahi hoon main....rashi mujhe ab bolegi i know! so i will stop! i can go on and on...but i won't!
oh wait, there's more...i didn't even get to end my testi kanjoos makhichoos orkut waale, space bachane waale...anyways....

i miss u sooooooooooooo much rashi! i really i wish i was in delhi right now. so we can share our feelings and thought and daily lives with each other, in a better communication: face-to-face
i know there are so many caretakers for u in delhi, but im also here! i may not be there in delhi psysically, but our friendship is all around us! and it will be there always, ALWASY! and i thank you so much being such a sweet and caring friends! my blessings to you!
and i can still continue, but the stupid 'max character' limitations grrr....lol!
anyways, alwasy be as u are! there are not just a few workds to describe u. i could jsut pick out some, but will regret that i excluded other words. so these 3 testimonials i wrote u, i hope is enough for anyone who reads it!
tc
miss ya lotssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
luv ya lotsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
luv Neha
XOXO

The second

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This was after few months, ii guess !


hmm...kya bolu iske baare mein? she's my other half, if u don't know! and log iski kuch zyada hi tareef karte hain! i mean itni taareef ki she doesn't deserve it all! nice? and rashi? hahaha...no way! kind? and rashi? no way!....i mean c'mon! these things don't describe rashi at all! she's no angel! she's a devil little girl whose heart is as pure as herself! she's my baby and will always be! i don't wanna come up with words to describe her because people have already done that, and i think it's enough! 've known her from the past 5 years, and she's one of those girls who'll kick ur ass if u say rubbish and will tell u frankly that she doens't like u on ur face at that instant! yup! that's her! aur iske dimaag mein einstein ka khoon dhaudta hai...haan, kabhi kabhi dimaag ka screw dheela ho jata hai...but that's ok!(sabka hota hai...lol!). she's very mature for her age, muh tod deti hai sabka(not literally yaar)..lol
okie, i'll stop now, otherwise mera murder ho jayega
muah! miss ya lots and love ya lots! :)

The Third

think i need to keep sending her a new testi...lol!!!!!....
but muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! she's my jaanu!....oh and other people's as well i suppose...pata nahi kitno ki!...but yeh toh meli choti shi pyaali shi bacchi hai...
luv ya dher saara and can't wait to see u next year(hopefully)...hehehehe!...
luv ya lotssssssssssssssss
miss ya lotsssssssssssssssss
muah! :*
keep on rockin! and best of luck for ur 10th exam this year! :)
U GO GURL!....
xoxo

Eddie

[ Eddie ]..

Luv You Neha ..muaaH ..!!
Thank You
♥





He sleeps with me :D

Slam Book

[ Slam Books ]

What fun it was when we thought Slam Book was the best thing .. lol

I love reading this over and over again
♥ ♥

My Eternal Love

[ My Eternal Love ]

The ONLY person ii know ii can rely on .. FOREVER
♥

Until The Day I Die, I'll Spill My Heart For You

Until The Day I Die, I'll Spill My Heart For You
♥
And I'll die the day when you think anything like I ignore you or anything.

Your the one I would leave everything for. Your the one who keeps me alive.

Love you more than anything, more than anyone.

♥
Miss being with you :(
♥
muaaaaaH !!

. Its nice to write a little more .

hey :)
am in a mood to do some typing today :D

it's like, ii met Shubham and Shaorya today .. my childhood friends they are and yew know that already but stl ..
so yea, they got me back my OBs .. and there was this thing .. Aastha had written in it and then at few places, there were these comments by Tarang (ii didn't ask anyone but ii can nevr confuse her hardwriting with anyone else's) ..
now .. ii don't like people behaving that way .. yew know how much ii hate it when people are not honest to me about how they feel abt me ..ii don't demand someone to like me but ii also don't like when people try and be sweet to me when all they doing on my back is bitch about me ..

Jeez, how much ii wish ii had moe people to understand me ..
your the ONLY person who understands my completely .. yew know me in and out .. yew believe in me and yew love me with my flaws.
Mayne, ii dont think ii can get a guy to understand me that well .. we really should consider that sex change operation :P
Lol ;)

Well, am glad that ii have atleast yew who ii know will always be there for me even when the whole world turns it's back on me.
When ii think of yew, ii start to ignore what others think .. yew matter to me and whatever yew think, yew tell me :D
ii don't want anyone else to understand me, not as long as ii have yew in my life and that means its for lifetime that ii don't mind if noone understands me.

I am yet to buy yew your B'day card and post it .. sorry, am just not getting time :(
I'll try and buy it by tomorrow positively :D

I thought of writing so much for yew .. in so many months but ii was too lazy .. but i'll try and write mor and more for the remaining days :D

That's more like it for today ..
will get back soon :)

Luv ya lotssssssssss
♥♥♥♥

Miss ya :(

MuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH

>:D< >:D< >:D<

ILU

heyyy

ii had sooo much fun talking to yew last night :D
it felt so great to talk after such a long time ♥

love ya loads :D
muaaaaahhhh

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH
♥

:O

OMG ..
am soooo very very very sorry !

ii thot of writing pehle bhi but everytime ii end up doing other things :(

ii miss yew a lot ..
its been such a long time since we talked ..

ii hope we talk soon ..
and ii hafta get stuff to write here..
am just not getting time :((

i'll type something up next time for sure
ii love yew
♥♥

muaaaaH

Decision I am proud of

ey
lately, ii have been having little fights at home regarding my friends. Yew knw ii don't relli have frnz of my age .. frnz who are close to me, they 2-3 years older than me and this concept has always been a matter of question to my parents.

The fights mostly revolve around my choice of frnds. There have been times when my parents have asked me to stay away from a certain person because of God knows what reasons they have, very less times, ii have fought back. Usually ii just listen to them, nod and then carry on with whatever ii want and ii do avoid talking to those people in front of them .. but like 4 times, ii have fought back. Because those times, they were asking me to stay away from someone who was really close to me. You know all 4 cases .. and when the recent 4th one happened, I countered them by saying that ii had proof that they always not right. Though the other two are not my friends any longer, ii chose to separate by my own choice, not because they asked me to and those people btw turned out to be among those very few ii totally adored and were worth trusting. and then there is "you" .. I am SO greatful that ii never took their advice of not staying with yew. They also know now how close and inseparable we are.
See, parents are ALWAYS not correct ! I have strong instincts and ii know when to fight for someone and when not to.
I'd always be glad ii fought for yew .. Your the only one ii know would never make me regret my decision.

:D


Love yew
>:D< >:D< >:D<
<3 <3 <3 <3

My Testimonial To You

This is the testimonial ii wrote to yew which ii wrote while tears in eyes ..
<3
I should have kept the date as well :/
but anyhow, em glad ii kept it before deleting orky profile ..


Here goes ..

Part 1

hey..i dnt knw y m writing this..buh m relli missing ya sumhw..nthing happnd..everything's fyn here buh still wanted to jst describe ma neverendin love fr yew..
Yew knw...you hav been d only one who has been by ma syd since i came here..n after comin to Dwarka, i met yew after a short period ov tym..n i still rememba our first meet..yew were at home n v came to take yew down to play wid us..4 yrs down d lyn..i still rememba each n everything..
all d tym v spent together ws jst amazing..i cn neva hav those moments bck..all d gossips v both did..all d fites v had..n most ov all..all d letters yew wrote to me wen i ws mad at yew..they make me cry weneva i read them (as it happend jst nw)..yew askd me to destroy them buh i still hav them (sawry bout dat)..buh i love to read them over n over again..i jst love them n i love yew too...

Part 2

i hav always lykd d way yew express urself thru ur mails (n letters)..
yewr stupid n messy handwriting, those unproper drawing (that wud jst go over d head ov ny1, i sumhw managed to undestand them), always writing "Love u" at d end..using a proper blend ov both english n hindi n always regretting to miss sumthing or d otha in d mails n letters...and olways apologizin fr sucha messy handwriting...i jst Love yew fr all those..i jst love yew
All d tym yew hav been here, i neva realisd hw precious yew are to me..i always used to write at d end ov ma mails..buh today..nw m truly sayig this frm bottom ov ma heart..I relli love yew Neha..n i cherish yew more than ny1 on dis whole earth..
i regret that till d tym yew were here, i neva huggd yew wid all d charm n nw m dying to do that..
m jst missing yew a lot..i dnt knw y m sending yew this as a testi..i havnt described yew here...jst described ma love towards yew..n m happy that m doing that

Part 3

M probably fr d first tym in ma lyf expressing ma love to ny1..n m glad m doing that cz yew knw i dnt do dat..m relli egoistic..buh ma love fr yew is more imp than ma ego (i dnt knw where did ego come in b/w).. see these kinda insensible things yew wrote in d letter..i jst love dem..yew drag nything in b/w nywhere..i jst love yew fr dat..

All in all..i jst love yew a lot n m missing yew lyk hell
to b honest, i console maself saying that v r in contact via e-mails n stuff buh i still want yew here wid me..
Ok m gonna stop..i cnt type properly..mah eyes r filld wid tears nw...i'll jst stop

Neha..jst rememba..i love yew n i olways will

--==lu\/ Ow/\yz™?
--==ROCK ON™?

|uv?---?
Rashi

One of our moment together

Omg, em soo sorry ..

I have been soo lazy and busy with studies and everything that I couldn't write early ..

Anyhow, lemme enunciate a time when we were together ..

umm, let's see
yea,
lol .. yesterday only I was talking to Karthik about it .. we were actually recalling how many people have left our society and how much fun we all had when we were in 6th and 7th grade ..
phew .. so yea, we did talk about Nikhil a bit ..

Lol, I already reminded you of him by that pic I clicked .. but whatevr !

So yea, when we used to stand in your balcony .. and guys used to play cricket in front area .. all we were able to see was little portion in backside ..
and Nikhil .. jeez .. his biceps and physique .. it was really flattering .. for a 12th grader to have .. and his sweet and amazing nature was like, cherry on the top .. :D
lol .. how much, while sitting in balcony, we used to hope that Nikhil only stand along the boundary and the batsman hits the ball towards boundary so we get to see him .. w-o-w
It was such an amazing time ..

So Bloody awesome ..

And there are sooo many and many more incidents am gonna put up here ..

:D

For now, I gotta leave ..

Luv ya lots
>:D< >:D<
muaa muaaaaaH !!

I would die without you ..
<3

6th April

hey ..

:D
I haven't been able to come online . :(
anyhow .. I don't think I am in mood to say much today as well ..

but umm .. yew know .. there's this thing I have realised.
I dunno why .. am not able to talk to anyone other than you. Since yew have been the only one to keep your promise of staying with me always (though many of others have done so but they walked out on me) .. umm anyhow ..

It's just you .. and ONLY you who's never broken my trust. So yea, yew know how am staring at my past now. I thought maybe it would be better to live that again but now, am completely blank.
It's just somehow .. only you to whom am able to talk.

hmm .. okay .. I gotta go now ..
If I type anything more, it mite get little personal .. hehe

Luv ya very much
<3 <3 <3 <3

muaaaaaH !!

P.S. stay with me .. FOREVER

hei

Nehaaaaa

I thot of writing yesterday but time nahi mila :(
just came back from class ..
and am really blank .. last 2 days have been bad ..
lol ..
damn, I get a feeling am gonna turn it into some mail or something ..
he..he

I'll say stuff next time .. now, am not getting that correct feeling :P

And i dunno why, I think you already know about this. You logged in to check messages .. maybe you saw it that time .. and if not then, you know Anup's id .. I just pray you dun .. my whole surprise wud be ruined :(

anyhw
Luv yew a lotttt
May God grant all your wishes ..

muaa
<3 <3 <3 <3
>:D< >:D< >:D< >:D<

Hey ^__^

Thursday, 18th March'10

so .. this is gonna be something like my diary.

Diary to write about you and me. Lol ..it's so relief that I wnt have to write complete words which i do in my other blogs. phew.

anyhow, I wanted to create this like long time back. I got the idea in February but then I thought I shud jz study and I can do it after exams. But since am a couch potato, i dint do it ..untill today.

now, here i am writing. I'll try and take out 15 minutes daily to write .

btw, daily would be too much for you to read. he..he

so i'll just try and write once in a while..like once a week or so ..

opz, my fone buzzed .. lemme check the text first

xP

so .. opz, it buzzed again ..

yea so, damn, I forgot what I was about to say .. Grrr

umm.. mm mm .. yea so .. lol am still blank ..

okay whatever .. I'll just type this much for now .. that text made me blank .. xD

so i'll get back again soon ..

^__^

Love ya lots

<3>:D<