:O

OMG ..
am soooo very very very sorry !

ii thot of writing pehle bhi but everytime ii end up doing other things :(

ii miss yew a lot ..
its been such a long time since we talked ..

ii hope we talk soon ..
and ii hafta get stuff to write here..
am just not getting time :((

i'll type something up next time for sure
ii love yew
♥♥

muaaaaH

Decision I am proud of

ey
lately, ii have been having little fights at home regarding my friends. Yew knw ii don't relli have frnz of my age .. frnz who are close to me, they 2-3 years older than me and this concept has always been a matter of question to my parents.

The fights mostly revolve around my choice of frnds. There have been times when my parents have asked me to stay away from a certain person because of God knows what reasons they have, very less times, ii have fought back. Usually ii just listen to them, nod and then carry on with whatever ii want and ii do avoid talking to those people in front of them .. but like 4 times, ii have fought back. Because those times, they were asking me to stay away from someone who was really close to me. You know all 4 cases .. and when the recent 4th one happened, I countered them by saying that ii had proof that they always not right. Though the other two are not my friends any longer, ii chose to separate by my own choice, not because they asked me to and those people btw turned out to be among those very few ii totally adored and were worth trusting. and then there is "you" .. I am SO greatful that ii never took their advice of not staying with yew. They also know now how close and inseparable we are.
See, parents are ALWAYS not correct ! I have strong instincts and ii know when to fight for someone and when not to.
I'd always be glad ii fought for yew .. Your the only one ii know would never make me regret my decision.

:D


Love yew
>:D< >:D< >:D<
<3 <3 <3 <3

My Testimonial To You

This is the testimonial ii wrote to yew which ii wrote while tears in eyes ..
<3
I should have kept the date as well :/
but anyhow, em glad ii kept it before deleting orky profile ..


Here goes ..

Part 1

hey..i dnt knw y m writing this..buh m relli missing ya sumhw..nthing happnd..everything's fyn here buh still wanted to jst describe ma neverendin love fr yew..
Yew knw...you hav been d only one who has been by ma syd since i came here..n after comin to Dwarka, i met yew after a short period ov tym..n i still rememba our first meet..yew were at home n v came to take yew down to play wid us..4 yrs down d lyn..i still rememba each n everything..
all d tym v spent together ws jst amazing..i cn neva hav those moments bck..all d gossips v both did..all d fites v had..n most ov all..all d letters yew wrote to me wen i ws mad at yew..they make me cry weneva i read them (as it happend jst nw)..yew askd me to destroy them buh i still hav them (sawry bout dat)..buh i love to read them over n over again..i jst love them n i love yew too...

Part 2

i hav always lykd d way yew express urself thru ur mails (n letters)..
yewr stupid n messy handwriting, those unproper drawing (that wud jst go over d head ov ny1, i sumhw managed to undestand them), always writing "Love u" at d end..using a proper blend ov both english n hindi n always regretting to miss sumthing or d otha in d mails n letters...and olways apologizin fr sucha messy handwriting...i jst Love yew fr all those..i jst love yew
All d tym yew hav been here, i neva realisd hw precious yew are to me..i always used to write at d end ov ma mails..buh today..nw m truly sayig this frm bottom ov ma heart..I relli love yew Neha..n i cherish yew more than ny1 on dis whole earth..
i regret that till d tym yew were here, i neva huggd yew wid all d charm n nw m dying to do that..
m jst missing yew a lot..i dnt knw y m sending yew this as a testi..i havnt described yew here...jst described ma love towards yew..n m happy that m doing that

Part 3

M probably fr d first tym in ma lyf expressing ma love to ny1..n m glad m doing that cz yew knw i dnt do dat..m relli egoistic..buh ma love fr yew is more imp than ma ego (i dnt knw where did ego come in b/w).. see these kinda insensible things yew wrote in d letter..i jst love dem..yew drag nything in b/w nywhere..i jst love yew fr dat..

All in all..i jst love yew a lot n m missing yew lyk hell
to b honest, i console maself saying that v r in contact via e-mails n stuff buh i still want yew here wid me..
Ok m gonna stop..i cnt type properly..mah eyes r filld wid tears nw...i'll jst stop

Neha..jst rememba..i love yew n i olways will

--==lu\/ Ow/\yz™?
--==ROCK ON™?

|uv?---?
Rashi

One of our moment together

Omg, em soo sorry ..

I have been soo lazy and busy with studies and everything that I couldn't write early ..

Anyhow, lemme enunciate a time when we were together ..

umm, let's see
yea,
lol .. yesterday only I was talking to Karthik about it .. we were actually recalling how many people have left our society and how much fun we all had when we were in 6th and 7th grade ..
phew .. so yea, we did talk about Nikhil a bit ..

Lol, I already reminded you of him by that pic I clicked .. but whatevr !

So yea, when we used to stand in your balcony .. and guys used to play cricket in front area .. all we were able to see was little portion in backside ..
and Nikhil .. jeez .. his biceps and physique .. it was really flattering .. for a 12th grader to have .. and his sweet and amazing nature was like, cherry on the top .. :D
lol .. how much, while sitting in balcony, we used to hope that Nikhil only stand along the boundary and the batsman hits the ball towards boundary so we get to see him .. w-o-w
It was such an amazing time ..

So Bloody awesome ..

And there are sooo many and many more incidents am gonna put up here ..

:D

For now, I gotta leave ..

Luv ya lots
>:D< >:D<
muaa muaaaaaH !!

I would die without you ..
<3

6th April

hey ..

:D
I haven't been able to come online . :(
anyhow .. I don't think I am in mood to say much today as well ..

but umm .. yew know .. there's this thing I have realised.
I dunno why .. am not able to talk to anyone other than you. Since yew have been the only one to keep your promise of staying with me always (though many of others have done so but they walked out on me) .. umm anyhow ..

It's just you .. and ONLY you who's never broken my trust. So yea, yew know how am staring at my past now. I thought maybe it would be better to live that again but now, am completely blank.
It's just somehow .. only you to whom am able to talk.

hmm .. okay .. I gotta go now ..
If I type anything more, it mite get little personal .. hehe

Luv ya very much
<3 <3 <3 <3

muaaaaaH !!

P.S. stay with me .. FOREVER

hei

Nehaaaaa

I thot of writing yesterday but time nahi mila :(
just came back from class ..
and am really blank .. last 2 days have been bad ..
lol ..
damn, I get a feeling am gonna turn it into some mail or something ..
he..he

I'll say stuff next time .. now, am not getting that correct feeling :P

And i dunno why, I think you already know about this. You logged in to check messages .. maybe you saw it that time .. and if not then, you know Anup's id .. I just pray you dun .. my whole surprise wud be ruined :(

anyhw
Luv yew a lotttt
May God grant all your wishes ..

muaa
<3 <3 <3 <3
>:D< >:D< >:D< >:D<

Hey ^__^

Thursday, 18th March'10

so .. this is gonna be something like my diary.

Diary to write about you and me. Lol ..it's so relief that I wnt have to write complete words which i do in my other blogs. phew.

anyhow, I wanted to create this like long time back. I got the idea in February but then I thought I shud jz study and I can do it after exams. But since am a couch potato, i dint do it ..untill today.

now, here i am writing. I'll try and take out 15 minutes daily to write .

btw, daily would be too much for you to read. he..he

so i'll just try and write once in a while..like once a week or so ..

opz, my fone buzzed .. lemme check the text first

xP

so .. opz, it buzzed again ..

yea so, damn, I forgot what I was about to say .. Grrr

umm.. mm mm .. yea so .. lol am still blank ..

okay whatever .. I'll just type this much for now .. that text made me blank .. xD

so i'll get back again soon ..

^__^

Love ya lots

<3>:D<